ChinaBlue and the Truth
by DtoxR

ChinaBlue's original farewell to the scene

  Hi! After much thought and plenty of trying to get out of it..I'm going to have to call my own bluff...I always said 'I do this thing for FUN..and when it's not fun i'm going to pull the plug'...well, it's not fun anymore....and it probably won't be fun anymore , not when we have people in the scene like stingray and his little motley crew of lamers spreading all kinds of stupid rumors and vicious lies ....i tried to ignore them, like i was advised to do by my mentors <who, btw, have more scene in them than ten stingrays>...but their lies and all the silly little games just got more vicious and outlandish and it was cutting into my online things i do ..yes i really do stuff in the scene <g>...after weeks of lamers msging me asking if i was a nark or a fed, cuz stingray said i was or xforce said i was, or was siege really the reason this guy got busted or that board got busted....i just finally had enough..it's stupid, its making me upset..and its just not FUN! so i'm pulling the plug Those of you who know me, know i love the scene..and i had lots of fun while i was a part of it ...but now its time to bid you all adieu...and say thanks for the good times, and all that rah rah stuff.....

my email stays the same ...chinablue@mobsters.com <mailto: ...chinablue@mobsters.com>

Hemp: you were the only guy who NEVER pimped me ...keep it real , bruddah man - i think i'll miss you the most Skill: how do i say bye to my teacher? hehe i won't ..i'll call you later this week Porter: i luv j00 man! DavnGol: dude, you're so CLEVER...keep on having fun! luv ya! Mozzie: it was never boring with you <g> i'll miss ya, so call me Dray: you my buddy, always Cycl0ps: one eye, i luv u...im gonna come see you this summer! and drink LOTS of dutch beer with you!<YUK!> Holybeast: u always will be my first real love on the net ..with your persian kung fu self! Heyta: man , i luv you markie mark! you come see me soon! Bandito: my brother on the net..im gonna miss you..get down here soon! Graddie: dude, you're soooo craaaaaaaaaaaazy! im gonna miss you WK and Executive: buddy, we were goin ON there for a bit! i loved executive and what we did with it! keep the faith! Grampaw, Snapz, KFleX and the guys: i luv u guys..we'll still finish our things , not to worry! luv ya! Dogfriend: i luv u, please wear a pink dress for our next fone sex0r HR: drink more beer, k? CATMAN: you, me and ulle...next week <wear leather!> Juice: you r0ck me, wut else is there? Scottie: i luv your little jewish dry humor self..call me, let's do lunch! Shatter: you are the ONLY asian paki i know ! =)) miss ya buddy Buggie...u r a bad bad boy! thats probly why i luv u =) kali: same time next year, only i'll do a new birthday song for you ala Mariah Siege: my buddies, everything we planned is still up ..i'll just pop on when i can til we finish this...don't let XForce dampen your spirits...we got alot goin for us in Siege..so this time take care of your own...I wouldn't sugget ignoring them the next time they go after a siege member...there's strength in numbers i think Razor: when PDM merged with y'all last year..it was great, i'll always treasure those razor memories b0ng: fuhrley, roamer, disco, dozer,fchicken,nomi,kmass...all you guysi know you're the BEST THERE EVER WAS! keep it REAL! Paradigm: god, how do i say bye after i already said bye? hehe...y'all know what i did for pdm, and im happy i did...so cya when i cya..and if you're ever in florida? drop by Class: dudes, it sure was fun. But its not fun anymore so im pulling the plug..keep cranking out those quality releases...good luck Apoc: you are the maddest paki curries on the net...stay strong, get BETTER! ciaocito Lester,digger <g> ciao babies To all you guys i sent hardware: i did it for the scene...no strings, never a request back for any special favors...you know that, and i know that...i think the last count was somewhere around 50 mainboards, 100 hard drives, 60 or so pentium chips, 30 or so video cards, 20 or so accelerator cards..plus hundreds of megs of memory chips... and a few modems here and there hehe..use it in good ways please ...may your sites NEVER get hacked or narked.... all my lil paki curry buddies..i luv j00! stay fresh! TSR: blow me <just kidding!> hehe i HAD to say that, sorry <g> here's a little sample of some of the reasons I quit the scene...hope none of you ever have to go through it

<Stingray> some ppl we trusted had ours too, but seems that one of them talked <***> <siege member> <***> hmm odd that he would do that after years in the scene <Stingray> hemp knows ppl yes <Stingray> the one giving the infos to fed is china blue <***> why is she doing that ? <***> how'd you find out <***> in a way she admitted it in a chat and I got some1 checking some files saying it came from usa/fl <Stingray> she is there and she was dumb enough to be proud of it <Stingray> she is in siege aswell <Stingray> I am 99% sure it is her as well as many people coming into channels saying, among other things; that im a fed, a nark, i narked xforce , ???, that i narked some bbs called akira, ???, that siege or me and ***, depending on who they heard it from ..narked puschell in germany, ????.... i think if you add it all up...its a bunch of j0nx coming from one person, that person is a little lame guy in XFoRCE named Stingray..and it all started over a phone conference that i joined at the request of Bug Lord and some other guys...here's the whole story... we were on a fone conference, some of us..i dont even know who all was on it except bug and i think a guy named random ...but anyway, our siege guys had just been banned from #ucf and some other channels...i took umbrage, hehe..like i always do...and started some dumb msg war with riddler and random and some other xforce guys...so then buggie, loving me like he does ...took out riddler's router..hehe...and i laffed >OOPSIE< so next thing i know, i got all kindsa problems with one stingray...and a week later, i lost all my isps and shells...due to anonymous phone calls and emails...coincidence? perhaps >g< and all my personal info is being pasted on the net by stingray's boyz...n e way, got stuff straight and came back on ..now again my info is all over the net and they're trashing in a different way...now its cb is a nark..so like i said before, its saying bye to too many of you...and for the record...im not a federal agent, or a nark

=)

ciaocito!

  Overview of scenelink coverage.
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An interview with ChinaBlue about her retirement.
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Goodbyes to ChinaBlue
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ChinaBlue's original farewell to the scene
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