I feel like shit As though I am the lowest substance there is I hold myself on such a high pedastal above you I think that I was put here to serve some divine purpose Bullshit I lack the moral fiber required to serve in a society which requires strength courage truth loyalty love or compassion I tell myself I know my path I don t even know myself I glorify my life with metaphors and philosophy The truth is I am a bitch A servant to my own destruction and those close to me I ll bring everyone down with me as I tumble into darkness I say that I feel love That it is the most important emotion in life Fuck I don t have any idea what love is or emotion for that matter I wish for death though I am to weak to bring it to weak to face it I d rather continue to entangle everyone into my web of chaos and lies I sit and wonder why everyone is so happy And think of ways to bring them into my hell For I can t seem to bear it alone I sit upon my pedastal High above you waiting for it to fall and crush everyone who knows what love is and loves me I think I know it all I know nothing I am nothingSAUCE00 optikNurv Halluc igenia P