i can t do that markus and you know why if this would be nothing but a phantasyworld my tears would cry a bloody yeah i know beneath it but unfortunately this is reality i can t do that markus and you know why i want to cry out for help because i can t help myself anymore but nobody may know it and so i m all alone i can t do that markus and you know why nature laughs around me that is nice but it expels me with its laughing i can t do that markus and you know why one says it helps speaking out ones feelings let s see if one is right this ansi is dedicated to enzo of zenith + fire thanks bud