at school today i learned to rape an angel holding a sacred visage with an adoring gaze white feathers in a vain flutter creating clouds to clothe the nakedness of my skeletal hips as mingled tears birth a dance of nereids gabriel gabriel what would you think of me now glorious one what now do you say to your beautiful sister s violation as i in repentant haziness fall upon bruised knees if i love you will you absolve though the torn and exalted lady may protest teach me darling how to penetrate your mystery demon let me teach you to die rejoice though you may in abjection hold still the thrashing horns and i will feed you ambrosia through a tube allowing you a taste of rapture let me demonstrate mortality angel let me teach you to hate with burgundy nails digging into your protesting golden flesh in lovely colour theory as you shriek for innocence i will teach you to live