Without money (a safety precaution) I put myself in the position of seriously considering buying pornographic materials (after Stan s lecture which was anything but disuading the use of porn) I hate spending my unearned money on transient items like exorbitant ($1 90) grilled cheese (though in a daze I might give in one day to erotica the distinction being for me the material does not depict sex the grilled cheese has caught me many times already) porno magazine thrilling how it peeks out like a leg from a white dress the white shelf was once too high now I m tall enough to see down the cover could this rot my brain a virus transform me into a grunt but where s the Moral General s Warning stamp why are the men beside me hiding inside hoods behind sunglasses are their eyes sore from the glossy glare ah only poses dead poses compendium of corpses necrology with colour pictures the image lives on paper no smell or sound deceased paralyzed on display entombed in a photo flash