You had a bad day and it drove you as crazy as everybody else only you wn t admit it! You have to keep pretending that life makes sense that there s some point to all this struggling! God you make me want to puke It s all a joke! Everything anybody ever valued or struggled for It s all a monstrous demented gag! So why can t you see the funny side Why aren t you laughing Because I ve heard it all before and it wasn t funny the first time ansi by raize -- Dark Illustrated merry christmas happy holidays x!x rai dark! x!x