trapped (1) More and more I stop the feelings from invading my life from distracting my way I gain pleasure from the numbness that my solitary brings for ignorance is bliss I force away the gentle pains and continue to embrace the lies I wish as truth Beyond this my fears my l loss but also my hopes my dreams And here I sleep my life through by and by in an unbreakable womb of my design trapped (2) slowly slowly i extend myself into this world slowly slowly in silence i allow myself the room to explore my senses my feelings guide me carelessly and aimlessly until i ve stretched further than i have allowed in the past then a sting a voltage and i retract and cower like a wounded prey licking my bloody wounds the suffering subsides and i become a glutton for this punishment a masochistic plaything for the amusement of the populous slowly slowly i reach out again and again praying for this venom to strike me just once more to satisfy my addictions my madness my needs each time i reach out faster faster than before pledging my anguish to a new master and then my pain does end replaced by comfort by placid touch tender t h e e s c a p e