hi it s ck =) hi everyone just to tell you first off I m not coming back or anything (I dunno if that makes you happy or if it disappoints you =) ) I m just dropping this off and then you probably won t see me again =) The real reason that I even bothered to write this is because I wanted to tell you all something Now I don t want to sound like I have life all figured out and I m all that because believe me I have all the problems in life that you could ever want =) But I do want to share a few things with you right now so I d really appreciate it if you read on I don t know how all of you feel about life and all but I know that some days I ve just felt so empty What s the point of making it through another day There s gotta be something more than this There is more to this life but you have to open up your heart and let someone in if you want to get it There s a joy and adventure to life that s better than anything you could ever get out of the world A God loves you YOU He knows every feeling that you have and He loves you so much I think a lot of you might already be shutting me off right here but I ask you with all my heart just to keep reading what I have to say Thanks His hope for you is that you would get to know and learn to love Him That s it That s all He wants from you And you know what s ironic This is the same God that can place stars out into space with the flick of a wrist This is the same God that cause the planets to rotate and revolve around the sun so perfectly that the whole system works in harmony with each other And this God cares about me I used to think But it s true He loves you and he watches over you each and every day It s amazing But let me tell you something else This God loves us so much that he made a sacrifice beyond our imagina- tion for us He let his own son die so that we might get more out of life That s how much he loves us to give up His own son His son s name was Jesus Christ and this guy lived a perfect life When I say perfect I don t mean that he had the best time in life I mean that his life pure and he never did a thing wrong Yet he died so that we could be forgiven of all the screw-ups and mess-ups that we do in our lives That s awesome I mean that s really awesome I could go on forever with this but I just wanted to leave you with that I wish that I had brought this out more when I was still in the scene that way I could have talked with all you guys more about it =) I ve lived almost all my life as a Christian and I m not saying that everything is going to go perfectly for you because it won t That s not how God planned life here to be But I can promise you one thing and that s this when this life is over you will know a perfect life sitting right beside God in the best of all places heaven And when you get there nothing from this life is going to matter to you Only Christ will last forever If you know someone who s already a Christian talk to him or her about things You won t regret it =) ck alex p s I may be around every once in a while so stop in and chat if you see me and do me a favor and please spread this around as far as you can post it too! thanks!