Volatile Curses 4 Why does it always seem I am running grasping reaching the rope that swings within my range slithering little snake every reach fails I despise you those who own you I ve tried it all the tricks - the others they look and see see what they look for not to see me Nothing s for sure nothing known for fear of life-death - is there a difference my heart is hidden to be shown I see others hearing but not listening but at least they re happy I continue to fall again cursing that foul rope - I had it but it was trickery - eluding me still - the truth be others believe - it s quite ludicrous you see - I m looking around and heh they re holding air - I laugh and cry at them to their faces - behind their backs only -- they see what they want and not me they re happy - that s my problem - happy with a false truth - happy nonetheless I don t understand - don t know what to look for I don t see me