s@S$$$$$ $ $$$$$$$$$$ irago $ $$ $ $ a matter of death $$ $ i wouldnt be caught alive at a funeral i choose not to attend viewings it seems a little bit weird to go and see people who dont know youre seeing them it seems a little bit wrong to praise a person s existence because he no longer exists it seems a little bit sad to have so many people at a funeral when the dead doesnt realize how many friends he had i dont want to be a part of that somewhere that person knows the love i hold somewhere that person feels and shares the pain inside of me for as i am torn away from him he is torn away as well what if the dead are living and we are dead maybe on the other side the dead are crying for us crying because they see us running around as if our lives depended on it running around to get things done work play sleep eat all in a hurry rush rush rush not realizing that true life is when you get away from it all true life is when you realize the importance of live the importance of nature and feelings and intangible ideals in that moment of sorrow when a person dies we all get closer to life for we realize what is important our friendships our loves the beauty around us a minute day week later life (or death) catches up with us once more we hop back into our running shoes and scoot around madly to get things done until we die until we live