the music just keeps playing it laughs at me poking me in the stomach it numbs my mind to a palatable flavour that sticks to the roof of my mouth mindlessly carelessly forgetful i m happy to be you when i could be myself in a room by myself with myself alone ilf is gonna rock you more or maybe less i touch myself then laugh only an image one i m happy to be one in a room by you with you never again to be alone wind blows brushes my neck touches me for no time i remember forgetful fear listen that s what it was all along a laugh again lips press fingers part once again lips press fingers part touch listen feel hear taste taste! taste again! lips press fingers part groan scream moan yell touch accept take away again! no more lips press fingers part another person better love hurt i m sorry perpetual never ending life means more than this end