You know, there was once a point where I would have given anything to
be elite. It was quite the funny scene, looking back on it now. I
wrote some real shitty poems that rhymed, and because of that I was named
head of the lit division for WiCKED ascii. I dont know why, but it went
straight to my head. As if thats something to get a big head about -
being named head of a lit division with one writer. But it made me happy
nonetheless. I had just made my first step towards leetdom.
Soon after I found a local bbs with inet access for 2 a month. Hey,
I thought, for 2 a month I can have my very own inet account? Now I will
truly be elite. So I got the account and discovered the world of irc.
Now I was badass. I went into wicked and got ops! I couldnt believe
it! But it made me happy, and added to my ego. A lit boy with ops, oh
yeah, can you feel it?!@?! So now that I was on irc, the locals on
bbs were like dirt compared to me. They were my underlings, and I made
sure to tell alot of them that. Its amazing how the scene changes ones
image of local pd people.
Unfortunately, irc totally destroyed any ego I had. There were some
people who said I would write well these were prolly 14 year olds who
were as dumb as I was, but alot of people said I sucked. Being young
and stupid, I thought I was a great writer so I got into lots of fights
defending myself. At the time I thought I always won the fights, but
looking back on how bad my writings were, I now say I lost every argument
before they even began.
But now Im older, wiser, and a much better writer. Unfortunately
I really dont release anymore. Funny how I released when I was a shitty
little lit boy, but not now that Im a talented poet my teacher told me
so, and teachers never lie!. Now I am the peak of my eliteness, and
nothing shall bring me down. I can laugh at all the arguments on irc,
and make fun of both sides of the fight. How that makes me elite, I
just dont know. But in my eyes it does, SO DONT SHATTER MY DELUSIONS!
luke skywalker ejros@bu.edu